Enter the void

Oh, well you'll excuse me I don't put my mind in your amygdala.

I have already killed a dozen of times. All the murders I have rode

in have all been because of my hunches. My lizard brain has been

my secret weapon until now. You just didn't know it.

TIME

So it has been awhile since my last post and honestly a lot of stuff

has been going on. Off and on my bike one big change is my lack 

of inspiration to ride. I thought putting together another bike would

solve the emptiness in my cycling life but, it hasn't at all.

I definitely feel like I am going through a journey to find my purpose

when in comes to riding bikes. To some of you riders out there you 

might understand where I am coming from but, literally riding 

bicycles is all I have known for the past 10 years of my life.

It really sucks not ever feeling comfortable every time you step on
your bike constantly changing what you ride because nothing seems
right. I thought before maybe it was the people that surrounded me
but, that only changed so much. In the end it keeps coming back to
inspiration and the lack of. Riders like Antonyo Wothe, Elliot Milner,
JBall, Chu and the list continues. Kill it and get me stoked but, it seems
like every trick I do it never seems enough or if I am trying a new trick.

I never want to give it my all and actually try to learn it unless I can do
it in a few tries. Anyways enough rambling I am going to get back to
building my fixed again and hopefully the next post you see is me back
shredding and scoping some new spots.

- SHRED OR BE DEAD

Testimony

 

“Trust those who kill to seek the truth, but doubt those who 

haven't tried and say that they have found it.”

eyes wide shut

“I've often thought that there isn't any "I" at all. That
we are simply the means of expression of something else;
that when we think we are ourselves, we are simply
the victims of a delusion.”

Non Believers

The problem isn't that I kill a spot. 

I kill a spot because there is a problem.

Try to remember that.